Céline：我在想，对我来说，还是不要把事情想得太浪漫比较好
I was thinking, for me it’s better I don’tromanticize things as much anymore.
I was suffering so much all the time.
我一直都吃这个亏
我仍旧有很多梦想，但它们都与我的感情生活无关
I still have lots of dreams,but they’re not in regard to my love life.
It doesn’t make me sad,it’s just the way it is.
这样并不会让我不开心，因为事情本来就是这样的
Jesse：这就是你为什么要和一个不常见面的人发生感情吗？
Is that why you’re in a relationshipwith somebody who’s never around?
Céline：当然，我应付不了那种天天见面的感情
Yes, obviously I can’t deal withthe day-to-day life of a relationship.
Yeah, we have thisexciting time together…
我们相聚的时候可以充满激情
…and he leaves and I miss him,but at least I’m not dying inside.
…然后他离去了，我会很想他不过我起码不会痛不欲生
如果有人一直在我身边我会觉得窒息！
When someone’s always around me,I’m suffocating.
Jesse：等等，可是你刚说你想要爱和被爱
No, wait, you just saidthat you need to love and be loved.
Céline：没错，但是当我的确这么做时，这马上会让我恶心！
Yeah, but when I do,it quickly makes me nauseous.
Jesse：真是个灾难
It’s a disaster.
Céline：我是说，我只有一个人独处的时候才会真正开心
I mean, I’m really happyonly when I’m on my own.
Even being alone, it’s better than sittingnext to a lover and feeling lonely.
即使是一个人，也比坐在情人边上却心不在焉要来的好
浪漫对我来说并不是一件容易的事
It’s not so easy for meto be a romantic.
你开始的时候可能会这么做，不过当你受过几次伤以后…
You start off that way, and afteryou’ve been screwed over a few times…
…you forget about your delusional ideasand you take what comes into your life.
..你就会拒绝那些虚幻的想法接受生活中的现实
其实这也不见得对我并没受过几次伤…
That’s not even true.I haven’t been screwed over…
…I’ve just had too manyblah relationships.
…我只是有太多平庸的感情了
他们不是对我不好，他们都很关心我…
They weren’t mean,they cared for me…
…但是我们却没有那种心灵上的沟通或是发自心底的兴奋
…but there were no real connectionor excitement.
起码我这边是这么感觉的
At least, not from my side.
Jesse：天哪，真遗憾，有这么糟糕吗？
God, I’m sorry, is it really that bad?
It’s not, right?
没有吧，对吗？
Céline：You know, it’s not even that.I was….
你知道吗，其实也不是这样的我…
我本来是好好的，直到我读到你那本该死的书
I was fine until I readyour fucking book.
It stirred shit up, you know?
它把陈年往事又翻起来了，你知道吗？
它让我想起了，我曾经真正的浪漫过
It reminded me howgenuinely romantic I was…
…我对于世界有过多少希望…
…how I had so much hope in things…
…and now it’s like I don’t believein anything that relates to love.
…而我现在已经完全不相信任何爱情了
I don’t feel things for people anymore.
我已经感觉不到人之间的感情了
从某种意义上来说，我所有的浪漫都在一夜之间消耗光了…
In a way, I put all my romanticisminto that one night…
…而我将永远不可能再有那种感觉了
…and I was never able to feelall this again.
就好像，那一夜不知道怎么引发了我的全部感情…
Like, somehow this nighttook things away from me…
…而我把这些感情都向你倾诉出来而你却把它们都从我身边带走了
…and I expressed them to you,and you took them with you.
It made me feel cold,like love wasn’t for me.
这让我感到孤独！好像爱情再也不属于我一样！
